Taste of her cherry chap stick.

Heyhey. I found my physics worksheets alr. Heheeee. Left geog retest to study. Manxzxzxz. F never reply my text, ohhhhhhhh. Nevermind. :( Gonna have dinner nowwwwww and teeee-veeeee. I'm online now tooooos.

Toodles,
Jazreel.

Like a high maintenance chick missin' her diamonds.

Yo. I'm so pissed and irritated today. First, Mr Song confiscates my ez-link because I don't have enough of his worksheets in the file. You bloooooooody bitchy nutz, you suck. Anyway, I'm alr failing, I'll be the best of the worst in your class, you dumb shit. Second, I got hit by a gawd damn ball by P. That ass didn't even apologise, shitty. Third, didn't study for geog retest then had Mdm Gay nagging into my ears. EFFFFFFF it. Forth, because my ez-link was confiscated, I can't get home 'cause I had no coins. Had to borrow from lower sec (how embarrassing). Now, I'm home. Piano lessons later, didn't practice. Aiyer, who cares. Gotta search for the damn physics worksheets and study for geog. Don't feel like doing any of those shit but I need my ez-link. Gawd, damn it. The worst thing is, August is here. The worst month in my entire life, can't go out late anymore. The hungry ghost festival, my parents are just so superstitious. Damn it, again. I know I'm super irritating so I'm gonna go now. Anyway, he just texted me so it's okay. Not that irritated alr. 55555555555555555555555555555555555555555555555555555555.

Love this irritated piece of cow dung-shit,
Jazreel.

I miss my Justice League.

Yoyoyo. I was so high today during recess because of you knw... (giggles). School was extremely slack today. I was so absent-minded thinking about other stuff that I left my phone in sch. I only realise when I reach my home bus stop. Then went all the way back to sch to get it. Home, shower then napppp. Lol. Chatting online now.

Bye,
Jazreel.

Aaaaaaarrrrrrrggggggghhhh!!!!! (screams at the top of my lungs)

Choooooooooowwww Sheila. :D

Chiang Chiang Chiang.

Verooooonnn & Weijieeeeeeee. (((:

This is my 2nd post for the day... Kind of pissed now, somehow. First, F doesn't reply my message. Second, issues about my blog. But nevermind, at least I know that people are reading it. Third, exams are coming. Fourth, I'm just so effing pissed, I can't go on with the list... Aiyer, just irritated la. Anyway, those are some pictures of my friends and I. Yaya... So bored right now that I think I'm crapping already.

Give me a HIGH-5555555555555555555555555555555555555555555555555555... ... ...

Pissing off,

Jazreel.

A dream is the reflection of reality.

Weeeeiiiii!! Just came home not too long ago. Went to mac with Weijie and Veron. Skipped Com. Hist remedial. Okay, school as usual. Nothing significant happened. Damn, Fai still haven't reply me. :( Ass... I'm so bored, I'm alone at home again. Shitty. Anyway, I'm gonna type out my Common Test timetable in case I lost the slip.

Week 7:
Mon, 4 Aug; English.
Tue, 5 Aug; Chinese.
Wed, 6 Aug; Social Studies.
Thurs, 7 Aug; Chemistry.
Week 8:
Mon, 11 Aug; --(Holiday)--
Tue, 12 Aug; Physics.
Wed, 13 Aug; Combined History.
Thurs, 14 Aug; Mathematics.

Love,
Me.

Take me to a place where the sun don't shine.

Fell asleep last night while texting Fai. Guess, he did too. Woke up as usual, then school, lessons, cca. Bus-ed home with Efdim. Anyway, I'll be alone till around 11+ or so tonight. My bros have got tickets to watch the Singapore Vs Brazil match at Kallang. My parents would be at the Sail, Marina, working... Have to take care of my own dinner but I don't think I 'll be eating anyway. Damn, Fai still haven't reply my message that I sent since afternoon. Wonder what's wrong with him. Okay, I'll be back for my 2nd post later. Gonna take a shower then napppp.

Sweet bye & bye, Jazreel.

I think I'm falling, falling for you.

Dear sweetie,

Friday;
Met Veron at Bugis then went to om. The gaylies were late... Headed to the airport around 11.30pm to chill. Yeah, we were all seriously chilled. It was so cold despite us wearing our jackets and cuddling up. Haha. Especially Veron, she was wearing shorts la. & Fai, sensitive to cold and he still tried to keep me warm. Lol. Was super effing irritated with D, keep making so much noise when we were all trying to fall asleep. Okay, something happened around 5+ in the morn, Dan's ass hit Veron's face. Then Veron hit me and of course, Fai. We were all giggling aft it happened. Dan's new nickname is Domino Dan. And Domino Dan spread his flu virus to me. The effect of the Domino Dan. Went for breakfast then home.

Saturday;
I bathed and went to sleeeeeepppppp until 7pm. Fai and Dan asked me to go Rae's chalet. Efdim asked me to go senstosa. Haziq asked me out. Rejected all of them. Hmmm. Supposed to go out with mum but she went out with Dad and bros in the end w/0 me.
Texted Fai and Dan till 12am +. Then went to bed.

Today;
Woke up at 9am. Had breakfast then tuition. Home, lunch then sleep, again. Damn it, I still have yet to study for geog retest. Haiyo.

Ciao,
Jazreel.

P.S. Edited post.

Our secret rendevous- the school bench.

Poubelle,

Rainy & cold. The weather was really bas this morning. The sky turned beige-ish, sort of like war of the worlds. Lol. Anyway, went for the Science of Beauty workshop at Ngee Ann - after sch w L & C- conducted by L' Oreal. We learnt how to make sunblock, acne cream and medicated lipbalm. How cool is that yaw. Will upload the pictures some other time. My team will have to research and select a promising ingredient of botanical origin, possibly a novel one and then based on the properties of the botanical ingredient of interest, develop an extraction method to extract the plant. Sounds tough, people!

Aft break, the boys were fooling around in the hall. But stopped when P cried. I may sound like a sadist, but he looks so damn cute when he cries. At that point, I could feel my heartaching...

I haven't spoke to P for a long time although we're in the same class, seeing each other almost everyday. I just don't have the courage to, until today... I texted him. Tears rolled down almost after every message. I felt so terrible.

Saw you walk into the room,
thought I'd tried to talk to you.
Boy, am I ever glad you wanted me too.
It's been 2 years to the day,
half the time I've been away.
I know I'm not there enough,
but that's gonna change,
'cause I'm coming back to show you that,
I'm keeping the promise I made.

It's me,
Jazreel.

Freudian slip.

Dear J,

We've drifted apart more than we've thought. We would never hang on to each other through the ups and the downs. Never sign our cards and letters bff anymore. Never look out for each other, although we still do sometimes. Never hang out at starbucks or coffee bean. Never share the same secrets. Never did our silly stuffs and stupid jokes together. Never sat together in class, do the same homework and study together. Never put on the blanket for each other whoever goes to sleep first during sleepover... And the list goes on...

We had a very simple plan: to be there for each other for the rest of our lives. It was a plan most best friends would agree was accomplishable. But one day, destiny greedily changed its mind.

It hurts to lose someone you love. But it hurts even more when you know someone whom you've started to depend on is lost. Someone whom you would spend most of your lifetime with.

I admit that it was wrong of me to keep things to myself most of the time. And when that bloody incident happened, I just couldn't keep it to myself anymore and I told you. I still remember we were at wheelocks' coffee been. You ordered your favourite choco chip w whip cream ice blend. And that night, you slept over at my place in fear.

I guess many things have changed these few months. You've found someone else to rely on, someone else who wouldn't be shy and keep things to themselves. You've found a new hobby, new love, new lifestyle, new goal, a new best friend...

Although it hurts me badly, I'm glad you've happy. Words can never describe how I feel now. This regret that would live with me today, tomorrow or even yesterday. But as long you're happy, I am too.

I'm always here whenever you need me.

With lots of love,
J.

Strawberry Honeystars. Mmmm...

Sweet love, today's sunny. Had ss remedial aft sch and L was super excited 'cause u knw... Anyway, was texting D during lessons and he's kind of upset because of me. Aiyer, I'm sorry. ): Wanted to go to sheng shiong with A to get Milk & Strawberry honeystars. They are my all time favourite class snack coz it's tiny and smaller than mouth size bites. Yummy and nutritious. Intro-ed them to A and she liked it. Haw haw. Luckily Efdim reminded me about his umbrella ytd, I left it in the store room after helping Mdm Foong out. Went to pick it up and left it in class, shall return it to him tmr. Sorry for the delay. Texting him & H now. Lol. I wanna rest now, like lie on my bed and read a mag. Shit, I still have yet to pack my physics file. Mr Song confiscated my mirror in exchange for it. (My poor mirror, I'll try to save you if I can find the worksheets and notes.) Might be back for my 2nd post later. Tata.

Smacks,
Jazreel.

One regret from yesterday that just seem to grow in time.

Hello Bloggie,
missed me right?
Anyway, school was really slack today.
Helped Mdm Foong packed stuff at the store room with A & Y.
There's like damn lots of stuff in there la.
Utensils, canned food, chocolates, t-shirts, freebies, etc.
The school suddenly became so rich man...
Then went home and watched tv.
Dinner, shower and here I am, while on the phone with D.
Haiyo, he super crap and noisy.
Chao si ren...

Byebye,
Jazreel.

Lost.

Hello there, sweetheart.
Didn't felt like blogging but anyway...

On friday,

headed home early but no one was home and I didn't had the key.

Sat by the pool with my ear piece.

After 2 hours, mum came home.

So, bathed & get ready.

Met D & Lehleh at bugis.

Shopped around then F, D & B came.

B tagged along with us while F waited for his friend.

Head to going om then left around 11.

I know, early.

Yesterday,

Family day... Not much fun.

Went late for duty, who cares la.

Had mee goreng w V near her booth.

Waited for hours for gaylies to come.

Only D & L came. *sighs...

It rained heavily when L, D, V & I decided to head to om.

Had early dinner at kampong glam cafe.

The food is superb kay.

Then slacked at om with the gaylies.

Headed for home while the rest went D's chalet.

Saw Sydney on the train and at sch before that.

I still rmb the incident at sch, super funny la...

Awww, no more late nights 'til better behaviour.

Sighs and more sighs.

I'm so sad & extremely confused about what's going on around lately.

Had thinking about lots of stuff...

Had tuition today.

Then came home and slept 'til 8 then dinner.

Watched tv and here I am.

Blogging about my miserable yet exciting life.

One word-contradicting.

Signing off here now.

Watching you at a distance with my heavy heart.

You remind me of our sweet innocent past.

Now at this point, it seems clearer.

I love you but you hate me.

It makes me wonder, what can I do to have you by my side.

It's just a wish, honey.

I love you so much.

Yours truly,

Jazreel.

Reign-beau.

Boo cutie,

betcha missed me aite?

Anyway, back to what I was gonna say...

Hana returned us our test today.

10/15, improved kay!!

7/8, for quiz. (:

I've tried & I succeed.

That would be the same for everything else that I'm gonna do in my life.

Meeting my gaylies tomorrow, hopefully.

God bless me, please...

I miss them alot, despite all their little nonsense.

The make-up, the runway, the pose.

Trying hard to reach out

But when I'd try to speak out

Felt like no one could hear me.

Wanted to belong here

But something felt so wrong here.

So I'd pray,

I could breakaway.

Love,

Jazreel.

I miss my gaylies truck loads, please.

Hey sweetie,

missed me right? Must be.

Lol. Anyway...

Sch ended at 1.15pm.

Stayed to make class banner for carnival.

Then slacked in class.

M & clique continued the rest of the painting.

Kept suan-ing JTYP today, doggy!!!

I tell you, I'm gonna built a kennel for you at my garden.

You shall stay for the rest of your life & guard the gate.

Damn boring can...

Waiting for my gay-lies to come online to chat chat.

Hope I can meet you guys on fri.

Hopefully.

Dreaming of what could be.

& if I end up happy,

I would pray.

Hugs & Kisses,

Jazreel.

Busy Day.

Aye honey.
School was alright today.
Lazy to go into details.
Chatting with D & F and watching Miss Universe '08.
The girls are gorgeous kay!!!
Anyway, busy la.
Don't feel like blogging alr.
Missing my gay-lies.

XOXO,
Jazreel.

The make-up. The lips. The glitter.

Hello sweetie.

Here's my 3rd post.

Credits to L, thanks dude.

So those are the pics we took on 1107.

The make-up, the lips, the glitter.

XOXO,

Love.