His brown eyes tell his soul.

Aiyer, I can't study! How? How? How? I wanted to memorize some chinese sentences and I ended up watching E! 'cause I can't concentrate. I can't keep up like this if not I'll surely flung my O's. Choy ah... Oh, talking 'bout that. L1R4: 22 I really need someone to spank me if I don't study. I'm totally not self-motivated = frustrating. 

Anyway, I like the picture of baby (above). 

I'm starving...

& someone said he wanna cook for me ah!

BIG SMILLLLLLLEEE 

Love you too la (K),

Jazreel

If you see the wonder...

OMG OMG OMG

I went on a shopping spree with mum today! I bought the neutrogena wave kit, ZA true white lotion and deep cleansing oil. Okay, the ZA true white lotion reminds me of ____. She and I went to Watsons and we saw the testing kit. I bought it and the next thing I knew I became WHITE!!! I know, damn sway but it shows that ZA products work. That's when I became a huge fan of ZA products 'cause it does wonders! ^^ Clear smooth skin... I tried out the wave thingy (above), it's damn cool and fun! I really had smoother skin after using it once. So, all girls out there! GO BUY! 

P.S. I have no idea what to blog about so yeah... GO TRY IT! wave... 

(-.-) + love,

Jazreel

My rhythm, soothing, like raindrops steady.

I had a wonderful time with love today though we did not really do anything diff from the norm. It was just like any other ordinary day where he would come over and spend time with me and sometimes, my family. I guess I've started to learn to be more optimistic about life and not a pessimist like I used to be before.

Also, this saying "Everyday above ground is a good day." taught me to cherish every part of me that I have in my life now. I came across an article on a website recently. It talked about how people overlook and take most of the little things they have for granted. A good example is having a nice pair of clean shoes to wear to school everyday. In some parts of the world, young children were used to getting their feet burnt and hurt. Walking over hot lava ashes and shards of broken, hazardous objects lying around are part of their everyday lives. Rushes of being so blessed and fortunate filled my (heart).

Loving you (today, tomorrow, yesterday),
Jazreel

The litle things that make you mine.

I'm just about to head to bed so I'll make it a quick one. I'm pretty fatigue for the past weeks and haven't rest well. I came home to take a nap and it felt like I haven't been sleeping for days. So niceeeeee :) Got ready and met baby to study!! I did Chemistry! We had dinner and walked around before heading home. Today is just like any other ordinary day but I feel so warm and happy. Aww. Shall head to bed! Nights.

It brings an indefinite sense of joy at the thought of just seeing your face.
I love you, baby (K)

Loving (you and the world),
Jazreel

Melancholy

I can't help wondering whether I'm alone in feeling melancholy. Lately, I'm starting to find myself being so moody, sensitive and emotional. I could see myself seeing the world through my emotions and it can swing from one extreme to the other in another minute. Being so tuned into other people's feelings and needs, it's so difficult for me to draw myself back from others and define my own position. Also, worrying is something I do quite well and just a tendency to expect the worst. 

Am I too full of self-pity or just getting upset over apparent nothings? 

For One More Day

1540 hours

Clammy

As I was sitting at my usual sit at Chinese class today, I can't help but stare out of the window and watch the world go by. Since it was rainy, there weren't anybody taking their morning jogs in the park. There was just rain and rain. Soon, I found myself stuck with some questions I could never find answers to. Would it even mean anything if I worked a little harder? Will it change my fate?". Is it really true that our lives and fate were already planned in heaven? When would I ever wake up from this dream that I've been dreaming for so long? So, what does life even mean? I'm sorry to make you start wondering about the answers to this questions and soon find yourself just sitting, staring out of the window. It's just a wrong time for me to get lost in my monotonous life. This sucks. I gotta get out of it.

Affection

The words "Jazreel, you BETTER study or else..." came screaming in my head when I received my results. Obviously, it's so crappy that I'm too ashamed to speak about it here. I REALLY MUST START REVISING. So anyway, I was thinking of heading to the beach for a picnic with love tmr :) It's been quite a while since we did that due to the exam fever. Kay, guess I'll be back on Sunday. Tata!

Loveeee (you), Jazreel

2356 hrs

It's been a long time since I last wrote a proper post for my almost dying blog. The timetable for tomorrow at school would be pretty slack, just checking scripts :O Talking bout that, I've received the grade for my english! English C5. I'm disappointed 'cause I was expecting myself to get an A grade. I flunk paper 2, 19/50 :( BUT I did well for oral! 32/40 :D Whoa, power right? 

Due to the exam fever, I haven't been keeping up my exercise routine. I'm so weak and gaining weight now. Baby and I went for a jog at Lentor. At first, I felt pretty good but suddenly, I broke out with heat rash. It itched all over kay! & instead of trying to accompany him to exercise, I became a bloody burden... Then we went for a swim. I prefer the water more than land, really. Reminds me of how I used to wish I could be a mermaid even just for a day. Okay, I must go diving one day. 

Omg, I think I'm freaking crapping in this post but who cares? I bet nobody would be reading this. So anyway, I'm gonna webbie with love. 

Love (many many), Jazreel

Happy Mothers' Day!

You can see it in their eyes,

tender hugs and long goodbyes,

a love only mums and daughters know.

You can see it in their smiles,

through passing years and changing styles,

a friendship that continually seems to grow.

You can see it in their lives,

the joy each of them derives,

in just knowing the other one is there.

To care and to understand,

lend an ear or hold a hand,

and to celebrate the memories they share.

Not only once upon a memory,

someone wiped away a tear,

held me close and loved me.

Mum, I loved you yesterday, I love you tomorrow and everyday.

You were there for me on my first day of school, to hold my hand and give me courage to go.

You listened to me when I needed to talk, you talked to me when I needed to listen.

You let me go and learn from my mistakes.

You never left my side when I was feeling down, I knew you'd be there to pick me up.

I wish there was a way I could repay all the things you've done for me, but there's nothing great enough to repay the greatest mother of all.

Thank you, Mum dear.

XO,

Jazreel