M.I.A

Sup Hommes! I'm aware that I have not been posting lately. Laziness is the main cause. Exams too. I've been mugging with my friends which is much more fun than blogging. I only blog when I have no life, which is like now?! I'm crapping. Oh and anyone with an extra history textbook? Text me!!!!!! SOS!

Jazreel.

Bizzare.

As for yesterday, there's nothing much about school though. I left school for Veron's house with Fiona. Had lunch at Mac. Took silly videos but they won't be uploaded up on the net until Veron decides to use the com without feeling guilty that she has neglected her studies,-most probably after the exams. I shouldn't be using the com too either but it's human's nature to get tempted, you know. I think I should go now and I won't be blogging that often with the exams around the corner. Don't miss me. So till then. go play with yourselves.

So long,

Jazreel.

The drop of paint on your smelly converse.

What's up sucka? I've no idea where came from, haw. I didn't go for classes at school yesterday, needed rest. I'm seriously too exhausted and tired. Lies, or maybe excuses. I headed down to town with my Mum to get my bedroom slippers from Zara and books form Borders. I've got everything, but I bought a pair of jeans, jacket, top and a pair of sandals from Zara. Amazingly, Mum didn't complain about me over-spending. Went to Ms Anne's later for piano. This was yesterday's.

School was "... ... ...". Extra History class after school, then I went to meet Weijie and Veron at their class. Veron left for tuition, Fiona home and Royson for his basketball game. Weijie, Deleon and I went to Mac to study later. I did my Chem homework, while Deleon did his math exercises and Weijie did her geog notes. At least, we studied okay!! With no distractions at all.

Bye la,
Jazreel.

Nightmares.

It was him, I swear. I saw him with another girl but I can't picture who she was. (The aura of love and contentment that surrounded them was harder to take in concentrated doses, with no one else to dilute it.) I felt like I can't breathe, breaking into pieces. Before I knew it, I was crying in my dreams. It was so intense that I didn't wanna look further. It felt so real. I woke up and tears just started falling.

He told me we would meet up in November. (No comment)

School's horrible. I hate the thought of me dreading to go to school just to see him. Ewwwwww. *Pukes. Urgh, I've got nothing else to say. Damn right, I'm gonna smack New Moon now.

To the guy in the blue-red suit with an oversize letter on your chest,
you rock.

Jazreel.

Gossip Girl Season 2 Episode 2.

http://www.megavideo.com/?v=XX3T855O

I've said too much.

A new day at school was wrong. I should've just stayed at home, I was so sleepy. I was supposed to do some sport during pe. Instead, I sat at the bench with Amanda. I stared down at the green grass out of boredom and I could hear the pitter-patter of the raindrops falling on the grass. I was so glad I'm not deaf. I've been bleeding in the left ear, you see and I thought I was going to be deaf. How silly.

I was asked to stand by Mdm Gay during Geography because I was falling asleep. Indeed, I was. I should be paying attention and not falling asleep, bad. Yes, bad. Ms Ren wasn't in school so it was kind off like a free period kind of thing. Ang, Laura, Amanda and I were busy falling asleep. Too tired, seriously. I was reading New Moon during English, didn't pay attention again. Bad. I read for awhile then slept during Cme. Okay, guess I'm boring you out. Don't bother to read on if you don't feel like.

I was kind of irritated at the sight of her. She didn't even bother to reply my letter or at the least, talk to me about it. Guess she can't be bothered anymore. There goes our 2 years of friendship. Down the drain, just like that. & why is it always that whenever you (refering to the her) 're with them, they'll start to ignore me huh?? Is there some kind of spell you have there?? An ostracizing spell?? This is ridiculous but if you're wondering what I'm saying, you've just succeeded in whatever plans you have there. Ruining everything should be what I should say. Well, go celebrate and look silly. (No offence though) I'm just sick and tired of all this nonsense. I'm giving up.

Left for Veron's place after school and had lunch there. She showed me this extremely spicy sauce called the Mega Death Sauce. I tried only a tiny winy bit. It tasted like tabacco, weird. I only took a tiny whiny bit and it was already so spicy. Chit-chatted about stuff. I left New Moon at her house. Darn it. No Edward for tonight I guess. I left around 6 for home. I got off a stop before the one I had to. So I had to take another bus down to Thomson then switch for another bus. I didn't knew Adrian got on the same bus till we got down. Didn't say hi though because we both knew it would be weird, somehow. I saw Miss Wong near my place, how weird. What was she doing here?? Hmmms.

So now I'm home. Had my bath and dinner already. Alright, bye.

P.S. Some of you may be offended by this post. Don't say I hadn't warned you. So don't come up to me and ask what was that post about or something. Don't disturb my peace. Shit you.

Jazreel.

Stephenie Meyer, old pain new pain.

Firstly, Happy belated birthday to Veronique Enah Ham. She came down to my place at noon and we watched Water Horse while waiting for Jing to come with the cake. It meant to be a surprise but somehow it wasn't. This ham knew we were giving her a surprise. Dammit. It was fun though and the cake was super yummy. I left for piano at Ms Anne's and came home to take silly vids with Jing and Veron. We'd fun. Left for Far East Plaza in the evening and met Haziq and Dan. So anyway, I got my book-New Moon.

Today's such a horrible day. I'm suffering serious girls' issues. I'm having cramps but thankfully, Stephenie Meyer cured it ironically. New moon, page 73, Edward was gone. (For now, I know he'll be back.) Why do terrible stuff always happen around birthdays? It was a few days after Bella's birthday that Edward was gone. Let's name him X. Why do I have to meet his friends and eventually him? It has been a long time since I last meet up with them. I made myself think that by not seeing him, I would not fall deeper. I was wrong. It's neither here nor there now. He's always the last thing that I would think of at night and sometimes taking him with me into my land of dreams and in the morning, the first. I miss him, really. When I think of his silly french accent, it's supposed to make me laugh but I tear, instead. Ohmygoodness, you'll never know what I mean. Everything's driving me insane. Bye.

Jazreel.

Gossip Girl Season 2 Episode 1.

http://www.megavideo.com/?v=YHINWEU7

I'm not gonna teach your boyfriend how to dance with you.

Black Kids- I'm Not Gonna Teach Your Boyfriend How To Dance With You.

Jazreel.

I'm not ready, just not yet.

Dammit. My lappie's got some serious issues. I'm able to go online but not the surf the net. Fyi, I'm using the computer in my brother's room. So I met Veron yesterday in the morning and then Weijie at the interchange. Headed off on bus 22 to meet Allis, Ramone, Owen and his brother. Well, it was okay. I can't believe that Allis have got 3 points for his O's and ended up in RJC. Wow wow wow, no offence but he doesn't look the slightest bit that he's such a brilliant kid. Mygawd, please coach me in physics and math someday. Was home around 9, even earlier then the day before. Today was such a boring day. It's raining so heavily outside. Finished reading Twilight this afternoon and had a long nap before going for piano at Ms Anne's. It was such a coincidence that Edward was wearing the same colour as me. I mean no one-at piano class- has wore the same colour as me. Okay, whatever but there was this such an awkward moment when we looked at each other. So anyway, I'll be meeting Haziq up for thosai tomorrow. Probably with Veron and some others too, I think. I can't wait to eat you up, thosai. Mwahawhaw.

Jazreel.

Mrs Cullen.

The Twilight addict is finally back. I hadn't been blogging because I was too lazy and too engrossed in reading Twilight-a really nice love story indeed. On friday, I met Veron and Derick at City Hall. Went to get some food and then sat somewhere near the Padang. Meet Haziq and Dan at Baybeats. Then home around 12, early. Woke up and obviously, it was saturday. Attended a birthday party at Orchid Country Club. Headed for piano around 5. Then home. It was Mummzie's birthday on Sunday. Headed to Olive Tree at Oriental Continental for dinner. Sumptious, really. Saw Barry there too. Walked around then home. Today, met Efdim at YCK gardens bus stop and headed to Vivo on 855. Met his friend and Veron joined us soon after. Efdim and his friend left so we went to walked around, then Food Republic to eat. Veron showed me her favourite place for thosai at Little India. Very yummy. I'm craving for it. Veron taught me how to eat like how the Malays would and apparently, I embarrassed myself by getting sauce all over my mouth and hands. It's my first time, so I guess I'm forgiven. Nothing much to say now.

Imissyou, my bitchyfai bitch.

Jazreel.