Broken

It's late and I can't go to sleep. I've alot on my mind now and I just can't find a way to get over it. I just have a tendency to run away, build a wall around me and grab anything around me which makes me feel secure whenever something goes wrong. Dear god, please give me the strength to pull through this because I know I have to stay strong and stand tall now. I don't wanna go through the torture of those restless sleepless nights.

Baby, where're you?