When all seems wrong.

Hey, I would like to tell you guys a story about someone I know very well. I hope you guys would learn from this.

Her heart stopped the moment he told her those words. She knew, deep down inside him, it wasn't true. It was a moment of anger and fiery. No matter how hard he'd tried, somehow there always seemed to be a problem.

She decided to give him the cold shoulder or silent treatment, smashing the things around him, telling herself that she's just letting off steam. She'd thought by doing so, she would get his attention. As a matter of fact, she did but those were methods coming from the wrong directions. This wasn't the first time. He wants so much to let her know that that was wrong, however, she seemed to be in her own world. He couldn't get to where she was.

Until one fine day, the truth came haunting and ripping her inside. Like a thunder bolt that had struck her directly, she finally saw how much he had loved her. In her dreams, she saw herself as another person. Someone she knew but yet, had changed so much to the point she feels so ashamed of herself.

From a far, she saw their relationship on the verge of breaking. Knowing that if she had not done something fast, she would lose him forever. Like a heart that needs a beat, he was her strength, her courage, her passion, her everything.

She saw the tiny ray of light glowing in her dark room. She learns that loving someone is being the best person she can be for him by knowing what he wants and what he doesn't. He hated to see her life revolving around him and only him. She knew it long before but just couldn't help herself to stay away from him.

She decides to study hard and this will help her to concentrate and focus in the later months as the national examinations are approaching. She tells herself that she would learn and study. Knowing that by doing this, she can direct her attention somewhere else and would also be able to be there when he were to need help in his studies.

She knows that fixing this relationship would be hard. It'd take a lot of time and effort for the both of them to get past this hurdle.

She hopes they could get over this problem and would be determined to fix this relationship together. She once took an oath and told herself that she would never leave him when he were to be faced in adversity. She will try her very best to solve every problem, no matter how hard it gets.

She knows that both of them are committed and truly love each other, this will all work out in the end.

His confidence in her is shaken
His trust in her is fully broken
Their past happiness seems forgotten
And it is her who allowed it to happen

So, sorry needs to be spoken
For she know that he is heart brokened
But she hope his heart will soften
And somehow, one day she will be forgiven

(heart)
Jazreel.