Live life & Love life.

Dear diary,
I'm alone at home. ):
Dad, Mom & Bros went to catch Hancock and get a new microwave oven.
So, Veron left at 11am & I went for tuition.
Had mac for lunch then nap till 7pm.
Watched Spiderman 2 on 5 and ate pasta.
Nothing much today.
I'll be going om on tues.
Can't wait. Maybe I'll study there.
See how.
I just don't get it why people like commiting suicide and making people feel guilty etc.
Don't you just think you've let the people you love down?
Life-there's so much more to discover.
Much more fun, exciting stuffs are infront of you.
It's just up to you.
You may not know, maybe you would make a huge discovery & it's just around the corner???
Having my life cross passing w you guys is somehow the best b'day gift from god.
& plus, I've great girlfriends with me too.
My life is starting to feel perfect and wonderful.
The life I've been yearning is caving in. (:
& I'm getting inspired to work hard and not let my parents down.
Getting better results and people start thinking I'm nerdy or what so ever.
I'm so touched.
Thanks be to god.
Okay, I sound so holy for once.

I love god,
Phat.